Well, I just don't know what to do anymore. I miss the one person who could make my gloomy day sunny again. Just by one of his loving Epic Hugs. That was in 8th grade, he promised that we would go out the first day of Hight school and we kinda did/didn't. I went to Lakeland for three weeks and when he chose to sit next to me instead of the person he has known longer than he has known me I thought that my heart would burst with joy. Only that joy was short lived, we had to move (yet again) and then we were told that we couldn't go to those schools we had to go to the other districts schools. I was mad at that part but he/we did make an effort to stay intouch and we managed perfectly, that is until he quit answering my calls and my e-mails. I felt like my world crummbled from beneith me. I found out a few days later that he was going to a school an hour away from here. Now he gets on the computer but he won't talk to me ever. I feel like he's going to be missing forever, but I have this reacurring feeling that he's going to show up at my new school and just plow me down with an epic hug like he used to. This all happend the time school atarted, Im typing this now because I don't know anyother way to get this off of my mind.